A rich soul
All my life I have worried about money and how I am embarrassed of my family but I shouldn’t be. We aren’t rich. My dads not a doctor or a lawyer or even a manager anywhere. We have always lived paycheck to paycheck. I always look at other families and wish I had a nice house or a nice car. I always wanted a rich life. But I was to blind to see the truth. The truth is that my family is way richer than those families. We have what a lot of people don’t. We have love. I couldn’t imagine not ever hearing my dad say I love you or be there for me when I need him.
All this time I have been worried about how I’m gonna support you. How am I gonna give you everything you want? When what you want is someone to be here. Someone to love you. Someone to care. Someone to make you laugh or to try to cheer you up when your sad or a shoulder to lean on or someone to listen. I know I might not ever be able to buy you a big house but I can give you a home. A house is a house a home is full of love. I can give you a shoulder to lean on, an ear to talk to, lips to kiss your forehead and a hand to hold. I can promise that no matter what at the end of the day when you come home I will be waiting there and in the morning when you wake up I will be next to you. I will always forgive you. I will take care of you when your sick and fix you breakfast in bed and even rub your belly when its bothering you. I know that things could get hard sometimes but I know with the amount of love that we have we can make it through anything money has blinded me when all you want is love. I will show you more love than you have ever experienced. I will always be here
Soul meet reality
So much that I wanna say.
Thank you for believing in me. Thank you for giving me confidents. Thank you.
I know that you still care and I know your still here because you want me to change. You know I can get everything together. you know that I’m willing to so this for you.
I always wondered to myself how would I ever take care of you. I wanna give you the world and I know you want that gift from me. I’m gonna do everything o can to make you happy and change what people think
A lot of people have doubted me but you don’t you have faith in me. You make me wanna be a better person. You make me want to succeed. You give me that drive.
I have had an extremely rough past. Ice done things I’m not proud of. But you forgive me for that.
I’m gonna prove everyone wrong I’m gonna get everything together for myself and for you because I know that’s what its gonna take.
Its time to grow up. I know that you have such high expectations for me and you think I’m gonna let you down. I promise I won’t I can do this. Changing for you is worth it. Just don’t give up yet and I won’t let you down trust me.
Live is a powerful thing. We both know we will be back together soon. I want that more than anything. And you do to otherwise you wouldn’t still be here. I know I still have your heart. And you still have mine and always will. I’m here for the long haul I will make you proud to say I’m yours just don’t give up yet.
Heavy heart
I’m inlove with someone I can’t have.
True love
I know what true love is…
I let her go and now I sit and wait.
I care deeply and still love her.
One day when she is ready she will be back
Faith is a wonderful thing
I’m putting all mine in God
And all my love in her
I don’t belong here
All I do is hurt people and make people feel bad I hate myself and I think its time to relocate again
zorgen asked: I MISS YOU!
i miss you too!
